who i am supposed to look up to, when the two people i looked up to let me down? what am i supposed to do when the things i believed in with ALL MY HEART has proved me wrong?
the things that happen to me are the reason why i am the way i am. don`t expect me to open up to you, especially knowing i can`t trust anyone, not even family.
i`m in pain... emotionally &physically. i`m sorry for letting everyone down, including myself.. i`m (literally) cut open &finding ways to heal on my own, &i`m fine with it.
i`ve been let down. ..everything i had once hoped for is just a joke now. how am i supposed to continue believing after all those times?
the things that happen to me are the reason why i am the way i am. don`t expect me to open up to you, especially knowing i can`t trust anyone, not even family.
i`m in pain... emotionally &physically. i`m sorry for letting everyone down, including myself.. i`m (literally) cut open &finding ways to heal on my own, &i`m fine with it.
i`ve been let down. ..everything i had once hoped for is just a joke now. how am i supposed to continue believing after all those times?
